like a painting on the wall...

"Into these twisted months I plunge without a light to follow
But I swear that I would follow anything
If it would just get me out of here
And so you get six months to adapt
And then you get two more to leave town
In the event that you do adapt
We still might not want you around
And I fell for the promise of a life with a purpose
But I know that that is impossible now
And so I drink to stay warm
And to kill selected memories
Because I just can’t think anymore about that or about her tonight
I give myself three days to feel better
Or I swear I’ll drive right off a fucking cliff
Because if I can’t lg.earn to make myself feel better
Then how can I expect anyone else to give a shit?
And I scream for the sunlight or a car to take me anywhere
Just get me past this dead and eternal snow
Because I swear that I am dying, slowly, but it’s happening."

-If Winter Ends By Bright Eyes

Nerdy

Why do your eyes paralyze me?
What makes me feel this way?
Carry me away with silence and heartbeats as rapid
Thinking about your embrace
And how it makes me feel
I just want to feel this way forever
Sleep on portraits painted as perfect as you
Why have I been given the chance to fly
When I’m not with you I feel lesser alone
Why have I been given the chance to fly, away?
I REMEMBER YOUR FACE IMPRINTED ON ANGELS,
YOUR VOICE AS BEAUTIFUL AS SOUNDS OF WAVES
CRASHING AGAINST MY HEART.
Time slows down when you look at me
I’m infatuated with this / infatuated with you
I remember your face imprinted on angels
It’s so hard for me to understand
Why I hadn’t found you before
Don’t dull away,
Hold my hand